The evidence
A key and important concept here is that I did not specify quality or time in this attempt, just do. So most of these took on the order of minutes to do, some more, most less.
The failure
- I actually had to change this into a "trial run" partway through because I actually failed the original idea of doing it every day. I had to catch up because of days I missed/forgot/too fatigued/too busy. I thought this was simple enough to do that I could do it while on my vacation, but my vacation was really busy and eventful and tiring.
- I may have intended to not specify quality or time, but as it turns out I did have some internal requirements. I was not satisfied with just 30 stick figures or smiley faces which would have kept me faithful to the original plan. But I wanted to actually sketch/doodle something. This unfortunately required (and I did not realize this beforehand) a kind of personal time that was rare when I was traveling and explains a lot of the catchup need. In other words, I never felt comfortable sitting there sketching with the wife and kid around somewhat vying for my attention, nor did I feel comfortable busting out my moleskine and pencil while out and about at dinner.
The success
- I at least did finish which shows at least some kind of commitment.
- The sketches do have at least some "good ol' college try" in them.
- I finally finished filling up my last moleskine AND have it be populated with sketches, something that was supposed to be a regular thing but wasn't.
- It allowed me to also use some new art implements I bought out of wishful thinking last year. By art implements I mean a special pencil and sharpener.
The evaluation
- Early on, I was discouraged because things I used to just whip up I just couldn't do. I feel I lost what skill I had. This was very unsettling because I used to take pride in having some level of ability, it was supposed to be a life long hobby that just fell to the wayside way to long ago.
- At times I was convinced that after the 30 days, I'd just give up and never bother with doing art again. I thought I could sustain it as a hobby but it seems like it will just eat up time and not be an amateur career (like I thought 20 years ago).
- On some days though, I was quite pleased with my 10 minute sketch, but few and far between. I know I probably just need to keep at it, reboot the process. It's harder to find that quite time now with a new family though. I may have to reboot this with a future challenge again.
- One of the biggest impediments was drawers block or paralysis. In addition to stick figures, I was also not content sketching pencils, or boxes, or boring inanimate objects. When at my computer, I could use Google images as inspiration. On the go though, I had a difficult time finding some stationary model.
- In all, I believe I could have done it with the parameters I set forth, but my pickiness got in my way (and the traveling). At least I finished it.
2 comments:
Thane!!! I am quite impressed. And I see you've got the classic Min Mei sketch!! Good work, ole friend. Keep it up!
i had to put in some old staples of course: generic face, anime character, moon knight. or maybe just lack of imagination
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